Sunday, July 18

"Life never becomes a habit to me. It's always a marvel."

I guess i am the type of person who can't stand of being alone. There are times where I need to have my own time but it would not last more than 2 hours. hahahaha well i guess it's part of being a Gemini, we like to be in the crowd of friends and family.

For instance now...it's sunday evening and I am at home enjoying my personal space. Finally, i can watch my fav tv program without having to fight over the remote with my mom. The parents is away for their friends' wedding. Most friends are spending their time with their family. Alvin has to go back Bandung earlier. And I am alone. At first it feels nice, but 2 hours later I felt bored.
My mind begin to search for unfinished business...went to my agenda to oversee my next week schedule (Hectic as usual)...went over the checklist list...and have this dreading feeling of how to get all these lists checked. I am a lazy person, and i want to be lazy at times, but I can't ... My parents has taught me (the hard way) the consequences i have to face of being a lazy person...

I am so looking forward for my dear niece to come back to Indonesia to visit me...the last time I met her was February? Ely has been updating me with her pics and voice recording...I think she is growing way too fast...and i felt that i missed out a lot of things

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