It has never been easy

This pregnancy journey has never been easy for me, as I feel that all my energy and mind are being too focus on it. There are times when I feel frustrated and sad because I feel sick almost everyday, till it comes to a point where I don't feel like a pregnant lady, but more like a sick person.

I can only relate all these to my close friend - Junie. She has go through the same thing with me, and for her it was even worse. She has been feeling bad for the whole 9 months.

When I feel frustrated, she told me that it was not only me who is feeling uneasy, the little rabbit is not feeling comfortable either inside my tummy, hence I should stay stronger..sigh now I feel guilty for little rabbit.

In the upcoming weeks and months, my life is going to be busier. We are not sure when the house is going to get ready. We have confirmed that we will be settling down in Jakarta but the house in Jakarta will not be ready before October...I can't do much shopping either because I am still staying with my parents in Jakarta!!!!

However, I kept reminding myself each day that I am still blessed that our parents from both of us has been so supportive and give us the best thing. That is why we ended up with 2 houses :)