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Lately, there are alot of little things lingering in my minds which causes sleepless nights. It is a bit frustrating though coz i have been wanting to have a good sleep after a long day at work. Aiyaa...what should I do? Really I think I need a break from work for a while.

Anyway, have been slowly realizing that how it's important to do something that you really like in your life and not restricting yourself coz you only live once. Once you miss something, that's it. There is no more turning back. Looking at my own biological clock ticking, I feel that I need to make a big move in my life otherwise there are only regrets left, which I don't want that to happen to me.

My cousin said that I have been helping people too much that sometimes I forget what I want.. Tapi sebenarnya teman-teman yang sedang baca blog gua, gua ini tidak punya banyak pilihan. Terutama di dalam karir gua, I am totally suck. Karena selama ini gua berasa whatever I am doing tidak di jalankan secara maksimal, dimana sering kali gua berasa bersalah terhadap gua sendiri. You know like at the end of the day I feel like I am wasting my own time.

Therefore, it's either I have to change my own attitude towards my work, or I really say "I quit, and bye-bye I am going to do something I really like.."

Which one will I choose? ----- Stay.... Coz I can't act on my ego. I will hurt alot of people if I really quit.

Yah Tuhan, hopefully you will guide me around my life. I am trying hard to make myself work harder though....tick tock tick tock....