Hypocrite

I have been wanting to write this post...but has been holding it back because at first I was afraid that I might offend some people..but well I feel that I should write and post them in public.

I am a person with a religion...but I am not very fanatic about it. I believe there is only one God, and that our God..I can understand in this soceity we have different religion but we all have a common thing and that is beliving in the good and not the evil. I respect other religion alot..and I can accept them very well in my life too...

However, there are times i feel so dissapointed with this religion thing...because many people used them just to defend their selfish act..or people can ben religious in their mouth but their action proven otherwise, and I have met alot of these people..and some bear close relationship with me...

It comes to a point when I felt that I have lost my respect for them even though they are my elders..of course I don't show to them how I feel, but I become less engaged with them, which is a sad situation of course. I hope that since they are my elders, I hope they do what they have been preaching to me all these while about religion...

On the other hand, I feel disgusted with myself too when I have to face a situation with them...i was hoping i have more courage and approach them..and tell them straight to their face to start doing the right thing...