Dear Dad

Holaa...I nearly fell asleep on my desk. I think my manager saw me almost dozing off..soalnya tiba2 di ajak ngomong...and since i didn't know what he is talking about beforehand...gua cuma bisa menjawab "ohhh..iyah sih pak..." ^^ shoot...i hope i did not say anything that will lead to misunderstanding on my work^^

Yesterday night, gua baru di sadarkan lagi ama Tuhan kalo bokap gua tuh sayang bgt ama gua...^__^ (Thank You!!) si bokap tengah malam ke kamar gua liat gua udah bobo belum sambil garuk2 belakang gua biar jujul tidur nya lebih nyenyak...terus si matzo yang tau2 masuk ke kamar gua juga di usir ama bokap "matzoo matzoo out out...cici lagi bobo" wahahaha si matzo tetap ngk peduli...langsung ikutan tidur disamping gua....

Mungkin bokap tahu akhir2 ini gua lagi sangat sibuk dengan urusan bank restructuring project..sebenarnya ngk sibuk2 bgt karena semua paperwork sudah dicicl dari 3 bulan yang lalu.

Anyway gua berasa bersalah sih ama bokap...karena dia yang selalu be there for me when i am in need of help or kadang2 gua juga ngk lagi butuh bantuan dia..dia tetap menewarkan buat gua..

And yet i am always complaining haiyaaaa ...makanya nih bentar lagi Father's Day...i am thinking of giving him a surprise...bokap gua ini suka bgt dibeliin barang ama gua lho..waktu dia ultah gua beliin dia baju batik..dia saking senang nya setiap hari minggu acara keluarga dia selalu pake batik yang gua beliin...sampe sekarang aja warna nya udah mau butek kali...

Satu hal lagi mengenai bokap gua adalah kalo dia tahu gua punya teman sedang kesusahan..dan gua kalo cerita ama bokap..si bokap pasti juga menawarkan bantuan buat teman gua...just because they are my friends...

Sebenarnya sangat penting yah untuk bisa mendapatkan seseorang di hidup kita yang bisa sayang bgt ama keluarga nya...karena ada nya seseorang ituh kita yang disekitar nya mendapatkan inspirasi dan selalu diingatkan Tuhan kalo keluarga ituh sangat penting buat kita...

Barusan kemarin sore juga, bokap ngomong ama nyokap apa yang msh kurang dari hidup gua? Ini gara2 si bokap akhir2 ini sakit...(padahal cuma kaki keseleo dan berak2 hehehehe)

So i just want to tell my dad....Dad please don't worry too much for me..sometimes you have to let me learn the hard way...kadang u can't be always be there for me...soalnya if I depend you too much...and when u are not here for me anymore i feel lost and sad...and Dad please don't worry about being lonely..u are not going to be alone...u are going to be blessed with all the good things...this is what u deserve. You have been giving us too much. There is time when you have to learn to receive. Yah ngk tahu kapan tapi pasti suatu hari hehehehehe....walaupun u always said that if i hug you it's more than enough...

Anyway my dad is going to be promoted as a grandpa this coming december..i am very happy for him.