I have alot of things to tell here..But I can't...Alot of the close friends might asked me..what happen?? Sorry, but truthfully, even this is my personal blog but there are things that are not to be publicized, karena ini menyangkut perasaan orang lain.
Some who knew it may need more time to digest the news...some may not be surprised hehehehhe yah karena yang uda dekat ama gua tau dari awal memang suda ada yang tidak benar.
And also these two days...alot of "why" question has been asked...tp seperti teman gua bilang...there is no answer to all the "why" question apalagi kalo menyangkut yang nama nya perasaan.
But I am really glad all these happens, coz I grow to become a stronger person dan belajar untuk lebih jujur dengan gua sendiri. Gua tipe orang yang suka tidak enakan, dan selalu pendam perasaan gua. I would rather sacrifice my own feelings and not hurt other people feelings. Tapi lama-lama perasaan untuk selalu mengalah menjadi suatu beban, akhirnya gua yang menjadi tidak bahagia. I learn that to make other happy, I have to at least convince myself that I am happy too.
Kemarin ini di TIMES ada suatu buku berjudul "THE RULES OF LOVE"...hehehehhe..at first i don't even want to touch that book...tp gara2 nunguin cousins gua yang lelet akhirnya gua duduk and read..Apapun yang ada didalam buku itu semua benar. dan ternyata falling in love is very easy...but to keep love long-lasting...it's not that easy afterall...karena gimanapun manusia adalah mahluk egois yang kadang secara tidak langsung bisa nyakitin sesama manusia. Gimana caranya untuk tidak saling menyakiti?? Yah belajar saling menyayangi tapi sayang dengan cara yang benar dan tepat. Soalnya...orang bisa aja cara sayang nya malah berbalik menjadi possesive..itu sama aja menyakiti. Betul??
The ups and downs that i have gone through will always be a valuable experiences for me..
2 comments:
I wish all the best to you, my dearest cousin.
As for him, I hope he learn something from here as well. May the both of you find the best for each other.
Jia you Cen Cen...
Don't worry, you have us for you..
hehehe..
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